Today was better.  Much better.  I think that I may have come to terms with things a little more fully, and I realize that it’s fine.  Really.  Which is a million miles from where I was yesterday.
Work was alright,  I am more comfortable.  I have a co-worker that speaks with a different accent every time he […]

1.)  Upon thinking about it,  and I have been,  at great length… this working/preschool thing will make me appreciate my time with Duncan.  And that’s good,  because time with him isn’t something that should be taken for granted. 
2.)  We had waffles for breakfast.
3.)  I have had the most illicit NyQuil induced dreams the last two […]

So,  having a job means you have to go to work.  And going to work means that you have to leave your child.  I hate that part.  HATE it. 
The place I chose for Duncan to go,  it’s as good as anyone else can be.  But it’s not me.  No one is going to love […]

I went to meet the owner of the pre-school tonight.  The center is great,  it’s in the country, it’s got a steam engine track that goes around the property (You can ride on it!), a huge outdoor play area and three miniature horses.  There are three "school" buildings, one for pre-school, one for infants, and one […]

I went to pick up my car today, the one that has been with my uncle, not getting fixed, for months and months. In fact, breaking further, the battery needs replaced, it won’t hold a charge for anything. It comes with a trunk full of parts that I have no idea how to install. I […]

Duncan is sick.  There is nothing that makes me feel more inept than Duncan being ill.  There is just nothing I can do for him. This morning he laid on the couch and watched movies, he took a nap, which hasn’t happened for a year at least.  When I took his temperature it was 100.5,  I wasn’t all […]